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"Poetry, and thoughts"

Here is some of my poetry/thoughts from when i was in the mental hospital, and at my lowest point in my life. enjoy..

Dark Desires,
Vempyr


Love me, or not?
If i never existed,
would you be my soul mate?
Would you bond with someone else?
Would you be a virgin?

If i died,
Would you care?
Would you get on with life?
Would you cry?

If i got better,
will you love me?
Would we be happy?
A happy family?

If this don't help,
would you love me the same?
Would our plans continue?
Then maybe i'll be happy?

What if i was a girl,
Would you hold me?
Would you kiss me?
WOULD YOU FUCK ME?

Please say its all true, Love me forever.


Tears of Blood
That warm salty wetness,
moistens my dry eye.
The pain within my heart,
flowing of the thick blood,
through my withered viens.
My liver is like burnt toast
impaled upon a spike.

I sit here,
upon this velvet chair,
crying.....
Crying these tears....
These tears of blood....

I ask myself
the same questions,
over and over again,
will i ever feel the joy,
the joy of being happy?
or will i continue to
cry....
these tears of blood?


I'am
I'am ugly.
How could anyone want this
bruised and scarred body?

I'am mean.
How could anyone put up
with my bullshit?

I'am a failure.
How could anyone deal with
my lack of ambition?

I'am Physcotic.
How could anyone love me when
i'am mentally fucked?

I'am Dead.
How could anyone love me when
i don't exist as normal?

I'am empty.
How does anyone put up with me,
when i feel very little love for anyone.

CAN YOU FEEL MY PAIN?


Valentines day poem
Our blood is interwinded,
like a vine.
it fits together,
like a puzzle.
We are meant to be,
like night and day.
Our love cannot be broke,
like a stick.
Never take it for granted,
like a cold winter day.

Love me,
Love me not,
Love me forever.


Death is easy.
Death don't hurt
Death is dark, Death is sweet
Death is all that lasts forever.
Death is eternal beauty
Death is a lover with a thousand tounges
A thousand insect carcasess
Death is easy
Death is Easy
DEATH IS EASY DEATH IS EASY
DEATHISEASYDEADISEASYDEATHISEASY.
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July 23 2008, 06:51:15 UTC 8 years ago

Oh hunny. The "Death is easy" one.. is SO from a Poppy Z Brite book.

Nice try though. Do believe it's from Drawing Blood.

Ran across this post, and I realize it's a old one - from like 2003 - but you pretty much made me mad when you're claiming it as your own writing <3